Hi,
My sister recently moved out of state and since then my father has pretty much told me I cannot go visit or on vacation because he should not be alone. I don't understand where the problem is, my sister and I have been going away together right up until recently before she moved. He says he cannot handle being alone and we need to find a caregiver and he is not paying for it. What kind of caregiver would I need to just drive him to the store or appointments and just check in on him maybe once a day. He still cooks,cleans, handles all the yard work himself. I just feel this is another controlling thing he is doing to me. My own fault, yes I never left home because of his narcissistic ways I am 53 and have been bullied my whole life. I work 4 days a week 12hrs a day and he does just fine alone. also insists he doesn't want to be a burden but then pulls stuff like this whenever I try to go somewhere. Refuses to go to senior living so that leaves me with no life.
You can contact an agency and request a caregiver. One that can drive him to the store and appointments.
YOU do not pay for the caregiver HE pays for the caregiver with his assets.
If he does not have dementia and he can manage on his onw then you can leave him and he can make his own arrangements for appointments or to the store.
I would suggest that if he does have doctor appointments scheduled while you are going to be gone that you reschedule them for your return so you can go with him.
He will continue to believe that you owe him your entire life if you allow him to think so. You deserve a life of your own.
I am sorry that he has been this way with you. He most likely won’t change at this point, so you will have to decide if you want to continue living with these restraints or if you wish to be free.
He does not have the right to dictate your lives.
You do have a life, you just need to take control of it away from your Dad.
Move out and let him sort it out.
Now I expect that as you have lived for 53 years under his thumb you will need a considerable amount of therapy, but you still have upwards of 40 years ahead of you. Seize the day and live your best life.