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My mom lives with me. I have cared for her 24/7 for six years. I think she is approaching the end. I want to enjoy my time with her, but I worry so much about what is coming that I feel sad and depressed.
I personally don’t believe there’s such a thing as preparing for death. It takes the wind out of us when it comes. It’s also an inevitable part of life with no escape. My mom has been gone a long time now and I still miss her daily. I do now think of her with more smiles than tears as memories bring good thoughts instead of pain. Worry is a useless emotion, never accomplishes anything, just a trap to keep us from moving in any direction. Hold mom’s hand and reassure her of your love and care. Reminisce about good times, play music you both enjoy, read to her. Hopefully you have help from hospice and will avail yourself of their chaplain services. I wish you both much peace
If you consider death as the "worst is yet to come" then yes the worst is yet to come. But for people that have suffered with any illness for any period of time, death is actually a relief. And it can also be a relief for those of us that have chosen to care for our loved ones for years, as it most certainly takes its toll on us as well. Definitely bring the hospice of your choice on board now, so your mom can die as pain free and comfortable as possible, and just enjoy whatever time you may have left with your mom. And by all means make sure that you leave nothing left unsaid. And it may be time to talk to your doctor about going on an anti-depressant to help with your depression.
Wow! Six years, 24/7, is a very long time. I hope you have built some boundaries for yourself during that time to explore your own identity and needs as well. The anxiety and depression you feel could be the realization that you lost yourself in the process of devoting everything you had to caring for your mother. I hope this is not the case. In my caregiving I have ensured that I maintain my friendships and made commitments for my own happiness as well, to ensure that the transition from caregiver to self care isn’t so abrupt. I’ve read the statistics about the long-term effect on caregivers and I do not want to suffer those consequences. Be sure you are putting your well being first. It’s okay to be “selfish.”
I’m so sorry you are going through this. Losing a Mother is one of the hardest things to go through. But I agree with funkygrandma59. Hospice is a wonderful resource, a Medicare benefit that many people fail to access. You could both benefit from the support and services that hospice provides. I believe that we pass to a state of glorious existence with The Creator when our bodies die. Death is not the end. You will certainly miss her but focus on being with her now, while you can. Worrying about what’s to come is stealing precious time and energy from the present. May you find peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Therapy or counseling could help. Hospice may offer options for this for you.
What Is it you worry most about? Her losing more abilities? Her suffering? Her dying? The afterlife? Whether you have done a good job or the right thing? You being without her and losing the main person you have centered your life on these past many years? These are questions to consider with a therapist or counselor.
I was part of a small group who cared for a friend with cancer. Like you, I anticipated her passing often. Every time I went over there it was "would she still be there?" in my head. So for me she died many times. At the end, by a fluke really, I was the only person in the room when she passed, though her two grown children were in the house. She was in a coma, partially sat up (to be received?) and slipped away so easily. Obviously, it is a much closer bond with a Mom than a friend so therefore harder. But sadness and relief will factor in there plus your time will suddenly open up. You may feel a bit lost at first but, once your initial sadness wears off, the memorial is over and others have gone back to their lives, try to find an alternative focus - volunteering perhaps. Bless you in your journey.
I believe anticipatory grief can help reduce the crushing impact when the time comes. I cared for my wife in one way or another for five years before she died. At first (at 68 yo) it was a broken hip: easy peesy at first - retrofitted the bathroom ( bars and a walk-in bathtub), helped with in and out of bed, in and out of the shower (she hated that tub), making sure she didn't fall in the potty room. Gradually improved. Did my best to keep the spirits up.
At 71, she had major surgery to fix a complex aortic aneurism. There were leaks and two subsequent non invasive surgeries to fix the leaks. They sorta worked, but she began to suffer from chronic anemia, not as a result of the leaks, but because of near absence of iron in her bone marrow. A period of trips to a cancer center for infusions, during which her hemoglobin would periodically improve. Trips to a nephrologist to monitor her failing kidneys. Eventually, pneumonia twice - two hospital stays followed by rehab facility, the last time of which she was admitted to the hospital after a week because her hemoglobin was dangerously low. There she eventually passed, fighting the whole time. Every day, I would wake up at 5 to check the blood test results on the portal.
She saw it coming before I did, two years prior. I had the "white knight in shining armor" syndrome. About a year before she passed, I was sitting in the sun room and realized that some things are simply out of our control. I would spend my early hours in that sun room gently weeping about the inevitable.
The end was a hit, but would have been much worse if I hadn't recognized and grieved over the inevitable for a year before it came. Yes, there was a little acceptance. But the end still pisses me off from time to time.
I took care of my mom 24/7 for 7 years, with a caregiver ... I also took care of my dad for 3 years. I never thought of the term "anticipatory grief" before, but I guess I had that. For a while there I was thinking like a samurai waking up in the morning welcoming death. I had then little rituals and superstitions I maintained to ward it off, but eventually I realized that what works best was doing stuff... every time we went out and did things, the anticipation was gone and left was only duty, the joy of living, and pride and happiness. It was not all good or easy of course, but even when bad, I had gained new insights and ideas. Of course, I lost friends, quit a triathlon career, quarreled with siblings ... you name the mistake, I probably did it :) but we had lots of fun! When my mom died a month ago, the grief and the pain were intense. After the initial shock and a sort of anger that followed it, a real emptiness settled in, replacing all sense of purpose and self-worth, leaving guilt and regret instead. At times I imagin myself to be a starfish, clinging to a rock, not knowing when the next wave will come and hit, but hanging on nonetheless. It's been a tough month, and it's going to be a tough year, but through small, sometimes painful rituals that signify her passing and the passing of time, as the world moves on uncaring, I'm rising back up, looking to find the new me, one not caring for mom, but cherishing her memory, and taking it forward into a search of beauty in the world, my friends and life itself.
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APFM does not endorse or recommend any provider. It is your sole responsibility to select the appropriate care for yourself or your loved one. We work with both you and the Participating Communities in your search. We do not permit our Advisors to have an ownership interest in Participating Communities.
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But for people that have suffered with any illness for any period of time, death is actually a relief. And it can also be a relief for those of us that have chosen to care for our loved ones for years, as it most certainly takes its toll on us as well.
Definitely bring the hospice of your choice on board now, so your mom can die as pain free and comfortable as possible, and just enjoy whatever time you may have left with your mom. And by all means make sure that you leave nothing left unsaid.
And it may be time to talk to your doctor about going on an anti-depressant to help with your depression.
Best of luck with a difficult situation.
May you find peace and comfort during this difficult time.
What Is it you worry most about? Her losing more abilities? Her suffering? Her dying? The afterlife? Whether you have done a good job or the right thing? You being without her and losing the main person you have centered your life on these past many years? These are questions to consider with a therapist or counselor.
Obviously, it is a much closer bond with a Mom than a friend so therefore harder. But sadness and relief will factor in there plus your time will suddenly open up. You may feel a bit lost at first but, once your initial sadness wears off, the memorial is over and others have gone back to their lives, try to find an alternative focus - volunteering perhaps. Bless you in your journey.
At 71, she had major surgery to fix a complex aortic aneurism. There were leaks and two subsequent non invasive surgeries to fix the leaks. They sorta worked, but she began to suffer from chronic anemia, not as a result of the leaks, but because of near absence of iron in her bone marrow. A period of trips to a cancer center for infusions, during which her hemoglobin would periodically improve. Trips to a nephrologist to monitor her failing kidneys. Eventually, pneumonia twice - two hospital stays followed by rehab facility, the last time of which she was admitted to the hospital after a week because her hemoglobin was dangerously low. There she eventually passed, fighting the whole time. Every day, I would wake up at 5 to check the blood test results on the portal.
She saw it coming before I did, two years prior. I had the "white knight in shining armor" syndrome. About a year before she passed, I was sitting in the sun room and realized that some things are simply out of our control. I would spend my early hours in that sun room gently weeping about the inevitable.
The end was a hit, but would have been much worse if I hadn't recognized and grieved over the inevitable for a year before it came. Yes, there was a little acceptance. But the end still pisses me off from time to time.
This journey is going to end in her death so it is important that you accept that this is going to be the outcome sooner rather than later.
You might need a grief support group or anti-depressants to get through this time.
I wish you peace as you navigate this ordeal.
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