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Received a letter from the hotel California asking for a cash donation for a holiday tip pool for the staff

Any thoughts on an appropriate amount?
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Thx Ali.........except now I feel hungover and it's only 5 pm. here. I've got such a headache. Live and learn.
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Anyway, Gershun, really glad the lunch went well. I get anxiety before visits with older bro every time I know I'm going to see him. Sometimes it goes well, sometimes it doesn't, but I always feel my insides in a knot when I know I'm going to see him.
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Gershun, that's great that your lunch with sis went fine. I know I tend to drink more alcohol and drink it faster when I'm any sort of nervous.

When I went "home" recently to attend a high school friend's funeral and I knew I would see people from high school that I haven't seen in a long time and I somehow feel judged by (probably mostly just my paranoid imagination... lol... plus also a funeral which is sad and I didn't want to cry), I stopped to get the smallest bottle of cinnamon whiskey. It was half pint size, I think. I thought it didn't look too big but I was drunk by the time the funeral was over and that was around 1pm. I was embarrassed but thankfully the only person that caught on, I *think*, was my old bestie from high school. lol She and I sat in my car and talked and ate food until I sobered up.

I don't consider myself a drinker, either. And, it really doesn't seem to do whatever I think it's going to do when I drink because I'm nervous, anyway. Alcohol's not a good relaxant, imo. I ended up crying more than I think I would have had I not had alcohol before the funeral.
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So I am back from lunch with sis. It went fine except I made the mistake of drinking 2 9 oz. glasses of red wine. Here it is mid afternoon and I feel blitzed. I am not a drinker. I guess I just needed liquid courage. Big mistake. Feeling tipsy in the middle of the day and then going for a walk through the mall afterward. Not a good idea. LOL

But lunch was fine. We chatted about stuff. Family stuff mostly. I find when it's just me one on one with sis that she isn't so bad. Has nobody to show off for maybe? I don't know. But things went fine nonetheless. Now I am going to have a big glass of water and a nap. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Gershun! Be sure to eat something at lunch-or better yet-a cracker now.
Hard to tell if it is upset tummy or hunger?
1 tsp. of organic apple cider vinegar.
Have fun!
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Gershun, I hope the lunch goes well ! Let us know how it went.
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cwillie my Mom had this problem as well. Her given name was one thing but she went by her middle name. Finally she went to a notary republic and had a signed affidavit stating this to avoid any confusion.

So, I'm off to lunch with sis. Anxiety ridden. Isn't it sad. I should be happy to be meeting my sis for lunch and instead I have an upset tummy. :(
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I've decided to basically ignore the whole thing, the provincial gov't can spell her name any way they want, just as long as they keep paying her healthcare. Of course her birth cert and SIN # names don't match, but Revenue Canada has never had any problems accepting her tax payments....
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cwillie- I had a similar situation with my mom. Mom had been given a middle name at birth- on the birth certificate etc. While mom was still in middle school she decided she didn't like the name and began using a different one. Throughout moms life she used her new middle name 95% of the time - only using the official one on her passport and inexplicably on an occasional account. After mom passed I was unsure which to use on the death certificate, even considered putting both. In the end I went with the official name and of course then used it for probate. To my surprise there have been no problems - which I was expecting cause - when things can go wrong they usually do right?
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Modern society will drive people crazy, cwillie. Since everything is computerized, it all has to be exact. The problem is that life is not as exact as all that. Computers don't understand snafus. One day maybe they'll make computers and robots that actually understand the range of things that happen. One digit or one word off, they go into error mode.
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I've recently been running into some government snafus regarding the spelling of mom's name. Way back when her birth was registered her name was spelled incorrectly. Mom never bothered to change it, after all the only time you needed to produce a birth certificate was when you crossed the border and even then it was hardly more than a formality. Well today it seems you need dozens of pieces of ID just to breathe and that stupid misspelled name is coming out to bite me. Our nurse was in today updating all our forms to the new (incorrect) spelling and wondered if it would cause problems with the death certificate when that time comes. With so many of that generation illiterate (it was normal to quit school after 8th grade) or changing their names to be more culturally acceptable (it didn't pay to be too german in the early part of the last century) you would expect that this can't be a unique problem.
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Gershun, I have know it all in laws. I just let them ramble on and wait to see how outrageous they can get. Of course, I do that to bug husband who says that I exaggerate how bad FIL and MIL can be. I just don't care anymore what *those people* think. I however order the most expensive item on the menu and make a lot of noise eating it to cover the droning sound of politics....I just keep repeating I hope you get what you think you voted for....
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Ah, surprise sis and take hubs along.
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Gershun,
Take the high road, wherever that leads you!
But definitely not out into the street to be hit by a car.
(Hope your hubs was not planning on driving it) Lol.
Have a wonderful Birthday lunch, a Happy Birthday month too!
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Kicking a wheelchair, well that's one thing hubby has not done yet but he does run it into walls, over people's feet off curbs etc. Yesterday he stopped the car so the door could not open. It was blocked by some iron thing that looks like a hitching post for a horse. He did get out and then moved it forward.
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Gershun if she invited you and is going to pay. Just go and enjoy the food if she says something like "You never listen to me" Reply with something like "I absolutely agree, but I do have friends who value my input"
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Thx CM I'll consider your advice. My Hubs made me laugh. He said whatever you do, don't go storming out of the restaurant and run out into traffic and get hit by a car. LOL Oh yeah, I said something about throwing money down on the table and leaving if she pisses me off. He said forget about that, let her pay. LOL
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Cwillie
I'm glad you didn't break your toe when you kicked the wheelchair -
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Sorry. I am not in the class of people who can afford a Texan psychotherapist to myself. I omitted the word "friend", T. p. friend - no therapy, just really supportive advice when I most need it!
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Gershun, I've got a sister like that. I.e. one who huffs and puffs and says oh you're so touchy when in fact she's been grossly offensive and expects people not to mind but just to accept the accuracy, as she sees it, of her judgments. Sometimes I do really think one is supposed to be grateful for the wit and wisdom of her 'constructive criticism.'

But actually, as my Texan psychotherapist put it: "Gaad! What a cow!"

Go the lunch. #1 - have a nice lunch :) #2 - keep an open mind. #3 - go prepared with some topics of conversation that *you* have something to say about, so that she's not having to lead all the time. #4 - if she says something that presses a button, repeat it back to her, as close to verbatim as you can manage, and say "is that what you think, really?" If it's fair, maybe she can defend her remark, or maybe if it gets softened and rephrased you'll feel better about it. The key thing, though, is to challenge it: not just to let her bulldoze you into listening to a heap of nasty comments that you don't appreciate or agree with.

Or anyway that's what I'd do if I still wanted to be the sort of person who has lunch with my sister. But you have to bear in mind that I went No Contact with mine in March and I haven't felt the slightest urge to go back on my decision. Our relationship was stressful *at best*, and it was very rarely at its best.

After the lunch, if you haven't had a nice time, don't do it again. If you have, or if it was better than normal, then do do it again. Pleasing ourselves is something women tend to be really bad at - let's work on it!
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Well I am having a belated Birthday lunch with sis tomorrow. It was supposed to be three of us but other sis begged off cause other sis can be such a pain.

My question is should I even go? She can be so belittling and cold and self-centred and blah, blah, blah. I have made up my mind that if she starts with the subtle put downs and the superior attitude tomorrow that I am going to finally shut it down. Is it wrong that I am going for lunch with her with a plan already. Will I just jump at the first thing she says that rubs me the wrong way? Should I just cancel? If you were me what would you do? I know I am leaving this question kind of late but if there are any late posters out there, please give me some advice. Thx
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Cwillie,
Durn wheelchair! Did not know an inanimate object could be affected by the full moon too.
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Rainmom, So sorry that bug has visited your house and family. The calling hubs at work to come home is a pretty good record, you must be a very strong trooper.
Hoping you all are better soon!
Thanks for asking about me, cause I am still awfully fine for the shape I'm in.....
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I know what you mean. My mother has nine lives, but I only have one. I wish I had known how many more years. I would have done things differently.
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Back in the Spring I tried to do the changes in bed, even was considering getting a lift, fortunately we were able to get back into a smooth routine with toileting and transfers. I won't go back to that without a fight, cleanup is just easier and more thorough with the ability to actually wash with copious amounts of water. Hindsight is 20/20, if I had known she was going to live forever I would have worked harder at PT two years ago and insisted we keep it up.
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Time to start doing the changes in bed, CW? Do you have a slide sheet for rolling her with? If she really can't stand well enough, then it'll save work and heartache in the long run.

I'm sorry, this is awful. I used to think the top of my head would blow off from the strain of not yelling sometimes. And yes sometimes I just yelled ("... you get it from your father...").
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Intellectually I know her brain is broken and her body weak, but all I require of her in the A.M. is to stand still while I remove her diaper, then help her to sit on the toilet to wash up. After pulling her to her feet multiple times while trying to remove the item and smearing &%$# on her clothes, the grab bars, the toilet seat, her hands I just can't keep smiling and being pleasant... my hat is off to all of you who can.
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Oh no. Now that must have been something bad. Inquiring minds want to know.
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